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The Journey Of A Thousand Miles

As a Mom, going through this tumultuous journey of loving someone with substance use disorder; I often find myself in a quandary of confusion. It’s

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Not My Child

Overdose Awareness Day For all those who see all the purple banners today representing overdose awareness day and you scroll on by thinking: “I’m glad

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False Accusations

When I was about 10 or 11 years old, I had a neighbor lady who sold Avon & also worked at the post office. I

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Wanted, Dead or Alive

I should be at the bottom of a 300 ft cliff right now. Lying in the cold snow in a mangled Ford Escape. Ironically. Because

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Headed to Branson-in Spirit

I should be on a plane right now. Headed to Branson with my family on vacation. Instead I am matching the raindrops on my window

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Freedom in America

I don’t care what party you’re for or what president you hate or don’t hate; or if you think addiction is a choice or a

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Pain

My teeth cringe when I even read the word. Tooth pain or earache pain are my worst sources of pain. Physical anyway. Physical pain has

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Celebrate with me!

ko-fi.com/samwaters Celebrate my New Book! Let’s have a coffee ☕️

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Motherhood Lessons

Motherhood is about raising and celebrating the child you have, not the child you thought you’d have. It’s about understanding he is exactly she person

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Higher

I pushed the plastic swing a little higher as my son squealed in delight. “Higher Mom!” His blonde hair was flying in the breeze as

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Should I? Or Shouldn’t I?

That question has wracked my brain for 5 +years. Should I write a book about my experience I’m experiencing? Will anyone buy it? How much

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A Meltdown in Yellowstone

34 years ago I took my 2 little kids to Yellowstone and camped at Lewis Lake campground. In 2015, while driving through Yellowstone, I found

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Invisible Stories

What a great documentary series on addiction and homelessness this channel has especially This one. He reminds me of my son. I suspect this was

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A Glimpse into the Mind of a Recovered Narcissist

I am in no way an expert on narcissism. Although, It seems to be the go-to word these days for anyone who displays any controlling

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Define success

(Reposted with permission) I love this fellow WordPress blogger Susana Cabaço’s work! What’s interesting is it can go either way: People can be so obsessed

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What is the biggest stigma with addiction?

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Car Show

We went to the car show today at the Los Angeles county fairgrounds. It was hot and I forgot my hat, sunglasses and sunscreen because

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A Meltdown in Yellowstone

34 years ago I took my 2 little kids to Yellowstone and camped at Lewis Lake campground. In 2015, while driving through Yellowstone, I found

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Caretaking

My daughter sent this quote to me today with a heart saying “This is you, Mom.” It made me realize how much trauma this little

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Dopamine Fuel

I would assume that scrolling through your email is a bit like being in active chaotic addiction. You know what you’re looking for and what

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New Year New Hope

We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun. ☀️But now winter is here & it’s that Cold time of year Goodbye

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Popcorn Strands

My childhood Christmas tree. 🎄One strand of popcorn draped across it. 🍿➰ If only I had known the significance of that popcorn strand. The loving

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Dust In The Wind

I headed out from my morning job onto the busy interstate in a rush to get to my afternoon/night job. Luckily, my house is smack

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